I'm sorry about the two threads that were up by me. I appreciate all the concern that everyone has for me and questions as to why I wasn't going to be posting anymore, the responses and emails were taken dearly to heart.
The story behind it... Well, without going into too much detail. I um, yeah, met this really wonderful woman. She is the most wonderful woman that I've met in my life and I care very, very deeply for her. I'm in love and love everything about her no matter what she can possibly say to me or how she can treat me be it good or bad. She is very, very special to me, I think of her all the time (day and night). I want to do nothing but to make her happy and something happened, that I did, that made her not want to talk to me so I just got off the computer because I always saw her online.
I wish that she would make me happy and be with me forever, have a family and grow old together so we can sit on the porch watching our grandchildren play in the yard. And other stuff that I've talked to her about. I love her so much it's indescribable.
Thanks again and sorry for the rambling,